How many woman have waited a while or maybe a long time to finally have sex and it was a complete and utter let down and you wanted to cry because this man talked all that shit and you let your guard down and got nothing more than a tickle. I have heard this sorry story from girlfriends for years now and I am determined not to let it happen to me, I going to get what I want and what I want is a man with a large thingy and knows what to do with it!!! It's been quite a few years since I have had sex, being a widow has been hard but I have come to realize that I am still relatively young late 40's, , still pretty and still a sexual woman and I want what I want and should have what I want. I want it to be worth it. I want to be able to go back and get it again, and again knowing it is going to be good or better than good!!! I want a man to play me who knows how to play.

I haven't waited this long to be played and have some half soft place job disappoint me.

No, I want a big thingy hanging on a skilled man. I want a man to play me like his life depends on it because I will make damn sure that I match it. I want a man who knows that a softness is to be played and how to play it. When I open my legs I want a man who is going to get down and dirty with me. I want a big thingy head popping through my softness and making me feel it. I want him to make me moan, groan and grunt.

I want him to want to do even better because I matching him thrust to thrust.

I want him to think let me tired this bitch out. I want a big thingy sliding up in me where my insides feel every vein, and my toes curl.

Where I am coming so much, my soft place is in a pool of it.

I want a man to make me feel as good as I going to make him feel. I want a man who does more then run his mouth. i want a man that can use his mouth. There is nothing worse then a man who talks about how good he is and can't last but a minute. And believe me, gentlemen we know who you are, women tell each other that kind of thing. So if women are backing away from you and you haven't had any action in a while, then the last woman you let down has told other women all about you. But if you got a big thingy and can keep it hard, I might can work with you, give you some experience and teach you somethings, but if it is big and stays soft, no no no. I'm not going to deal with that. I say all this because I am going to live up to what I say, I know what I can do and can back it up.

I just want a man that can do the same. How about you girl, what do you think?