Hey everyone, uhm, you know I think this website is pretty cool, you can meet some awesome people. There is only so much you can do to advertise that you're available. I have to admit I'm new to this place, and am not an expert, but have had some experience, and found the art of Kama Sutra both enlightening and gradifying. I've studied the books, been told once or twice that it was great from a partner. But now since joining this, it's seems like it's causing a negative effect, I'm actually not getting laid. In fact I haven't gotten any in 8 months. It's really degrading sometimes.

Being a collegemilitary man you would think it would have it's benefits? For some reason the women in my area that I know are either not interested in sex, or already have their own admirers. I don't know, I just don't know anymore. What does it take to get a little sexual pleasure once and a while, maybe even in a great while would be better than this.. Everyone says I'm a nice guy, and then they don't even think about it. Don't even wonder if maybe they would take a chance with me. It's like being a guardian angel from day to day that no one can see or touch, only known to be there when you need someone. Everyone thinks of me as a nice guy...

what is a nice guy? What I wouldn't give to make every woman's day a little better. It's not easy being alone, but I guess it's something I'm good at...

I guess I'm not cut out to be a civilian? Nothing ever happens anymore... All the Govn't will let me do is sit on my hands at college, they wouldn't accept my volunteerism... They didn't need me...

I feel useless... -matthew-