I've always been attracted to men sexually. They are so raw and powerful and sexual. But, I liked girls too and always wanted a family, so I thought I could just ignore my feelings for men.

Still, though, I always checked out online personals. Well, I was dating a girl for three years and just after my 18th birthday, and about a week after or anniversary, she told me that she'd met another guy. I was heartbroken. She was the only girl I'd ever been with.

Well, that night I was depressed and drunk, and decided I'd go online for some dirty chat and to jerk off. Well, in one room I started talking to a guy from two towns over.

His name was Pat and he was more than willing to tell me how much he'd like to play me.

After a little chatting, he told me that he was meeting with 3 guys that night for a little fun, and that they'd love to have a fifth. I never would have considered it, but in my mood I said okay and headed down to the motel they were meeting at. I guess I never thought I'd go through with it, but I went right up to the door and knocked.

Patrick answered in his boxers. Looking into the room I could see two guys laying on one bed kissing, and a third on another bed jerking off. They all stopped when I entered.

Patrick quickly pulled me in and closed the door. I think he could tell how nervous and scared I was, because he asked me if I was sure I wanted to do this. I didn't answer, I just got down on my knees, pulled down his boxers, and put my mouth on his length.

It was so big I thought I was going to gag, but I just kept toying it and sucking it, taking as much of it in as I could. While I was doing this, one of the other guys came up and began to unbutton my shirt. Patrick pulled himself out of my mouth, stood me up, and told me to strip. I got out of my clothes as fast as I could, and as soon as I was naked, he pushed me back down on my knees so I could finish. I almost screamed when ones of the guys slid into my soft place, but instead I pushed back against his huge thingy. He started thrusting in and out, and for a while I stopped sucking Patrick's thingy so I could enjoy it, but Pat grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into his groin so I'd keep going. The other guys stood on either side of me, so I used my free hands to jerk them off, and whenever Patrick would let me, I'd suck them.

Almost simultaneously, Patrick came in my mouth and the other guy shot his load in my soft place. It was the most incredible feeling I had ever had. One of the other guys then blew his load on my face, and the 4th one got in position to play me. Patrick bent down and began kissing me, toying the cum off my lips.

Our tongues twisted in each others mouths. Just as I was about to have another load of cum in my soft place, Patrick asked me if I liked it. I told him I didn't want to leave until everyone had cum once in my mouth, and once in my soft place.

We were there for hours so I could please them, but they all did just what I had asked. Patrick then asked me if he could suck me off, and I told him yes, but only if next week he brought more friends.

The next week, there were 7 guys, and I loved it.