Missing You It must of been the 4th night that you had been gone. I was missing you everyday but today seemed so much worse for some reason. Everything was reminding me of you. I had to still do everyday, normal things. So, I went shopping in the morning and bought things for dinner and a bottle of wine.

I went home and felt the empty rush of air when I opened the door and the only one to greet me was the cat. I put the groceries on the table and went to hang up my coat.

I opened the door and saw one of your coats, hanging there.

I pulled it out and pulled it close to me, letting the scent of your cologne that still lingered there, gently fill my nose . I inhaled deeply once, smelling your scent, waiting a few seconds, then put both of our coats in the closet and closed the door. I walked into the kitchen and unpacked the food and put it away. Looking around the room, it seemed so empty without you there. It was silent and felt cold. There was no hearing our laughter, no music playing, and no sounds of our own loving chatter.

I love when we cook together, hugging and kissing, letting me toy your fingers, and kissing my mouth as we prepare our food. No laughing blue eyes to look into mine. Empty. I put the wine away to chill and went upstairs to change out of my clothes and put on something comfortable, a loose top and tight stretch pants.

I went downstairs and made a small dinner, and had a glass of wine. I turned on the t.

v.

but nothing was interesting to me, I was just missing you too much.

A movie was out of the question. My mind wouldn't and couldn't stop thinking about us, mostly you and how much I missed you. I was counting the days until you came home from your trip. I decided to have a bath, so I went back upstairs and started to run the water in the deep tub we have in our bathroom. I picked your favorite scent that you gave me for my last birthday and poured it liberally into the tub, instantly causing bubbles and a gorgeous scent to fill the room.

As the tub filled, I went back downstairs to pour some more wine and put my favorite cd on the cd player. It was one we listened to the last time we made love, so it was perfect for my mood. Heading back up the stairs, the sweet aroma of the bubble bath filled the whole hallway and bathroom. It had the sweetness I loved and I wanted to envelop my body in the hot water and gorgeous scent. I went into our bedroom and pinned up my hair, letting some fall around my face. I traced the outline of my face, remembering the way you look into my eyes and hold my face. I often wonder what you see in my eyes, but I know when I look at you, the love and a lot of lust, even after all the years still amazed me. I went into our bathroom leaving the door open so I could hear the music coming up from downstairs. I love the songs, I close my eyes and can almost feel you in the room with me. I wiped the steam from the mirror, and started to undress. I pulled my shirt over my head and watched my breasts move up and down. My white lace bra was almost sheer enough that I could see the outline of my areoles and nipples. I pulled my tights off, bending over and slipped them off of my feet. The g-string I wore was a T in the back, and I looked at my soft place in the mirror, standing on my tip toes. I moved my hands over my lower back and down over my curved soft place cheeks. They felt smooth and weighty, and I thought of your hands squeezing and running over my bum.

I turned back around and unhooked my bra, feeling the smooth, heavy globes of my breasts released from my bra. The cool air from the open door danced across my bare skin and made my nipples taut and pucker into hard, stiff buds. I slipped my panties down over my hips and down my thighs and stepped out of them, leaving them on the thick carpet of our bathroom. I sat on the edge of the tub and put my toes into the water, it was hot and still steaming. I slid my legs in, and finally sunk right in.

The water and bubbles came up almost to my shoulders, covering me in heat, scent and bubbles. I relaxed as the hot water eased my muscles all over my body.

As I laid there, my mind started to drift off, thinking of when you would come home. Under the water, my hands were running up and down my legs, feeling the length, shape and smoothness of my skin .I could feel the hot water seeping into my softness, heating me up. I brought my hands up to my breasts and started massaging them. Thinking about your lips, kissing my mouth and sucking on my tongue was making my nipples even harder. The heat of the water was so relaxing, yet I was really starting to feel excited. I thought more of your mouth, the way you move it over my body. I pinched my nipples until they were rock hard, the way you make them with you beautiful hands, cupping them and toying them from the bottom up to my nipple and then swirl it around in your mouth. I kept massaging and pinching them, making myself very horny for you. I moved my hands down my stomach and felt the outline of my thighs.

I opened my legs and ran the outline of my private part with my finger, feeling the soft skin and swollen lips. While still massaging my tits with one hand, I started to explore the outside then inside of my soft edges.

I rubbed the lips, and gently rubbed the outside of my personal place, it began to swell and poke out from under it's hood. I let a long sigh escape my lips as the sensations were starting to mount in my body. After my personal place was fully out, I flicked it back and forth then would rub it up and down, switching strokes to keep it hard, swollen and waiting. I was dreaming of the last time you had your tongue buried in my softness so deep, juice gushing out, running onto your face. I love the way you would make me squirm and eat me until I would want to scream out your name. The way we taste together, I loved when you would have my juice all over you and kiss me deeply, mixing our tastes together. I started to rub myself harder as the thoughts were exciting me. I was so excited by the thoughts of you, I was getting wetter and wetter. My nipples were still hard as rocks as I slipped out of the water and sat on the edge of the tub. The cool surface felt contrasting on my soft place, as my body was so hot and horny. I kept rubbing my personal place, then gripped the side of the tub as I finally slipped a finger into my wet, teasing cunt.

It was so amazing to feel the heat, tight and wet. I began thrusting my finger in and out as I thought of your length, how it feels entering me, gaining momentum, going deeper and deeper into me. As I continued to masturbate, I thought of when you flip me over and push your length into me. I love you to play with my soft place and slam into me. I can feel your balls slapping into me as you seem to get harder, bigger, almost ready to explode.

I can feel myself getting closer and closer to orgasm, my private part starting to pulse and clench and the orgasm starts to build inside of me, peaking, up and up until I start to shake and shiver as the absolute amazing waves of pleasure rack my body leaving me gasping and breathless as the last twitches from my private part ease off. I pull out my fingers, they glistened with my wetness, I put them into my mouth one at a time and sucked the sticky juice from them. Again thoughts of you, as I slid back into the water with a very contented smile. You will be home soon...........

and I am going to seriously play you and ride you hard, so the next time we are apart I have more things to masturbate about!