I cant stop thinking about you, I have this need inside and its burning me up...

I close my eyes and you are waiting in the shadows of my mind, ready as always to seduce my thoughts. I groan with frustration wishing I could pull you from my fantasy and have you here now - fulfilling my needs, touching my skin, pinning me down...

Goose bumps appear over my flesh as my fingers slide over my body, I shiver with anticipation but its your touch I crave not my own, I want your body pressed on mine, the heat of you surrounding me, the sound of your breath in my ear. If I concentrate hard enough I can smell you, your familiar manly smell I adore, one that leaves me heady and aroused for hours even after you have left my bed I reach between my thighs and cup my sex, finding the folds of my skin swollen and slick with desire ready to ease your passage why arent you here? Why do you deny me the pleasure of your body? I beg you with my mind, beg you to release me and give me what I need but you remain in the shadows teasing me, enjoying my pain. My hand seeks out a dildo from its hiding place beneath the pillow, I grasp its familiar shape and roll my thumb over the top in the same way I would with your length, but with you I would feel delicious moisture wouldnt I? My insides clench excitedly and my breathing speeds up involuntarily as I think about your length the beads of precum oozing from the tip as my fingers slowly ease your foreskin back, of how you taste and how warm you feel against my lips I wish for your hand between my legs, caressing me in the special way you do, your fingers and thumb controlling my excitement with expert ease, pushing me on until I can take no more My fingers dont feel the same no matter how I try I cant recreate those feelings that you stir within me. My back arches from the bed, desperate for your touch, I want you here kneeling beside me, your body lent over mine, I want to be able to pull you close to take your length deep in my mouth and pleasure you as you pleasure me My fingers rub frantically at my engorged personal place, my juices flow from my body soaking the sheet beneath me, I lift the dildo to my mouth and suck hungrily on the end wishing desperately it was you, then I lower it to my waiting softness - pausing momentarily before sliding it deeply inside, a groan escapes my lips and I utter your name angrily angry that its not you, angry that I have to wait for you to fulfil me, angry that I cant share this with you. I pull the dildo out all the way to its tip then slide it slowly back in again, my fingers continue to caress my personal place, the movements becoming faster and faster as my excitement mounts, whimpering with pleasure as I feel my orgasm start to bubble deep inside my body. In and out, faster and harder electric shocks seem to course through me very being, Im lost to the sensations building within and all I can think about is how much I want you here, how I want to feel your body pressing down on mine, the feel of your chest hair against my skin, the feel of your arms as I run my hands along them, your shoulders, your neck of pulling your face close to mine, running my tongue against your lips and feeling you kiss me, sucking on your tongue, unable to get enough of you Im utterly lost to the feelings in my body, my chest and face are flushed, heart pounding as my orgasm starts to pulsate through me, I arch my back and tense my legs as every muscle shudders uncontrollably, over and over forcing small cries from my lips, I wish you were here to hold me steady to encourage me on Finally it peaks and I begin to relax, panting with the effort and unable to move, I groan as my body jolts with small aftershocks of pleasure, my satisfaction almost complete. I bury myself under the warmth of the duvet, blocking out the morning light that threatens my arousal, selfishly giving myself more time to enjoy you if only.